That sad moment..

          And the year is gonna end soon…

The year being wonderful overall made me loose my best friend. L There came a drift.  Say due to academic performances, entry of new people in my life, misunderstandings, trust broken… or whatever damn the reason be.  All I know , at present standing here is I have lost my best friend in all these complicated life matters. L .All I know is that I am  missing her badly. L. Things change, but so drastically…I never knew..!

I’m missing those long phone calls, those long time chats and messages, all those stupidest and craziest things, and mostly those stupid imaginations of your’s .!!!

Others might have replaced me in your life but I am here, still ,left alone having no one to be crazy and stupid with, to share about my fresh new crushes :-D L. People came and they went, and now I realize why we were the best…J . Things become awkward when I face you  enjoying with your new found friends. I am sorry  but I really can’t get along  well.

I know I am a little bore to be with… but I really miss you now..!!!( and by the way I am missing the Manchurian too ;p )

Here I am wondering about that sad moment when I am watching my best friend drifting apart…L

                

There is still a strong   Hope of getting my love back.  Our ways are parted but not the   soul. This stupid heart still belongs to him.

He is happy in his own life out there. Living, partying, flirting, exploring places,  dominating, expressing, impressing, enjoying and dreaming for his own successful career.

He is the  bestest  person I have ever met throughout my life. He is person who will stand by you and for you in all your happy and sad times, he is a person who will make you realize that you are going wrong without hurting your thoughts and views, he is a person every girl would like being with, a person who will throw his attitude all the time but still be the best at convincing you, he is simply the best in all his ways, very complicated to understand;-)

Yet, the reality was, this best person was no more there in my lifeL. He had left it leaving my life totally empty.

Days passed and so did months and years. The pain diminished but the love that I had for him was still the same as it was a few years before. Although we never lost contact, we weren’t the same as before; neither best friends nor sweethearts. The only thing that didn’t change was my love for him.

He is the first person on my mind when I wake up in the morning and the last one in my thoughts when I go to bed. The person for whose name I always wait to flash on my phone screen, the person whose messages are like a treasure for meJ. The person whose voice I simply long to hear. The one whose smile and happiness makes my day happy and  blissful. And the person for whom I will always be available, be it any worst situation then. He is the reason for the smile on my lips, for the happiness in my life, for the attitude in me, my only strength is his simple existence in my life.J

Just Hoping for the best to happenJJJ and this Hopes will never die.J

"HOPE"
The only word that keeps us giving new energy, new spirits and a start of each brand new day.
Every other life on this planet is alive with the support of this Hope.
Parents giving birth to their child- with a Hope to add happiness to their lives, with a Hope to see the child shine n succeed in his future.
Children going to school- with a Hope to learn new things, with a Hope to make new friends.
Parents working day and night- with a hope to give their family a secured well being, with a Hope to secure promotions at work, with a Hope to earn increments.
A beggar begging on a roadside- with a Hope to survive, with a Hope to get atleast a days food.

Every other person is working towards his dreams, with a Hope of achieving them someday or the other.

I am a person alive with the Hope that I will be successful in the field chosen by me; and the only Hope that keeps me going day-by-day is, at some point of Life their will come a day when I will have that person beside me for whom i have waited for the whole THREEeeeee long years.;;)

High-school sweethearts, realising that feeling of love after sharing a great bond of friendship. But then it is rightly said, few lucky one's get to be together with their love for much a lifetime. I am obviously not one of those few lucky chaps, but still...HOPE is the thing that keeps me going on...:-)

Facing a break-up after an year of relationship is something like suddenly falling down on a hard rock while you are just having a pleasant morning walk. 

He just left without even looking back once. It hurt badly. It was more worst not only because I had a 

break-up, but also because I had lost my best friend. The pain grew more and more by the passing time. Things had drastically changed just with a fraction of second.

I had lost my love,my best friend, the best person I had in my life.But this stupidest heart was not ready to get over the pain, it was difficult as much as impossible to forget all those moments shared together. It was feeling hell.

The only thing I was alive on was that strong Hope of getting along together with that person again. :-)